So Buni, tomorrow would have marked exactly one year when you were discharged from hospital. This means the anniversary of your death is only 6 weeks away. I was remembering last night when you messaged me and said you were going to sue the nhs because they have you ibs tablets. You were upset at the time but now it’s a memory I will always have. On happier news I am going on my honeymoon tomorrow and am really looking forward to it. Being with Samantha just makes me so happy and has completely re-energised my life. We are off to Carneth in wales so will be loads of fun xxx