Hi Sam, been thinking about you more the last couple of days. I had a dream about you last night and you wanted to meet my new wife Samantha, we were in an airport and I suppose that’s because it’s one of the places I affiliate with you . It’s been such a unique 17 months since you died and and my life has evolved so much. I still think about my old life with you and our home in Witham that we built together and it can be upsetting so for my own sanity I try and think about the good things in my life now. I spoke to Elizabeth my step daughter yesterday about the last time I saw chico and how upset I was when I saw gill drive away with him. I got upset when I thought about that and even though he is happy now I still feel bad that the life he had with us ended so soon. I would love to see him again. Xx