Hi Sam, so we have just passed the 18 month anniversary of your death. I can’t believe it’s been 18 months already. I had a few messages back and forth with your dad this week and hopefully I will be seeing them at Christmas which will be so nice. Your dad sent me a photo of where your ashes are and it was lovely to see Honey bear with you. I had to take Samantha to hospital last night after she got hit by a car ( it could have been a lot worse then it was) and fortunately it wasn't any worse. The thing is that it was a a Sunday again that I took her to hospital and again late a night which brought back all the traumatic memories of when I had to take you back to hospital. I still remember the last words you said to me on the way to hospital and ultimately the last words you ever said to me x